I am unwritten
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still
Unwritten
♥♥♥
Saturday, September 26, 2009
PMR, After PMR, Fanfics
Can someone please stop the time? 2009 flew by so fast. PMR is just around the cornerrrrrr! X_X i know, i'm crazy for even be blogging right now. It's 2am. whatevs. i dun care... DBSK fanfics. Yeap. Haha, and the most interesting part of the fanfics is that they're all gay. Seriously. In other words, I'm reading fanfics about my idols whose sexual orientation is homesexual. I can see you guys shudder already. I know... It's weird, but I'm loving every minute of it. The reason why I like it so much is because.... well, I'm sick & tired of the love stories with the opposite gender. I've read to much of that already so I'm trying something new. Haha. You'd be surprised. The whole concept of the story is different from what I'm used to reading, which is what i like most about it.
It isn't like those Boy meets Girl, Girl changes Boy, something happens to them, they get separated and in the end they get back together. Those fanfics aren't like that. Okay... so maybe they're kind of like that but not entirely. Another plus point about it is that is sometimes fall under the "forbidden love" category coz as you all know, Homosexuality is shunned by society. I tend to be a sucker for "forbidden love" stories because they are oh-so-tragic, which is highly entertaining in my opinion. FemalexMale stories are so predictable nowadays& no longer original. After reading a number of MxM stories, i've concluded that FxM stories are very "limited". Not limited in a sense that there's not many FxM stories (there's actually too much) but limited in a sense that it's always the same thing, it must be in a high school setting or during the character's 20's. It's like the authors are afraid to expand the horizons which is what MxM authors tend to do.
MxM stories come from a variety of settings, from High School to Military, from kids in their pre-school years to men in their 40's, from.... Okay, so the point is that it's different, which is what makes it nice to read. Though for those narrow-minded people, such stories will probably make them feel very uncomfortable, especially the rated M ones. xD
I just noticed I've been going on and on about one thing... it's that MxM stories are different. >_> I just rambled................. YAY! haha
wow... 2:30am already. time for bed.............................................................................................. after some Yunjae fanfics.
Mood: Yunjae heaven Music: T.T Dance by HAM (YES! that's band but it's another story to tell) Place: Stalking Yunjae in fanfics
hugs!
It Ends Here 1:58 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Forever moon walking in heaven
It's been how long? 2 weeks? Yeah, 2 weeks since the almighty amazingly talented Michael Jackson passed away. That's right, he's Dead, with a capital D. *sigh* I miss him so much. It's like... He's like my friend, my best friend, since i was young. Even now i'm still in love with him. Not that kind of love, but you know idol love... =.=" yeah... Anyways... I just... *sigh* idk what to say.
Only...
Michael, Rest.In.Peace
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It Ends Here 8:52 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Super Junior on GMA
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
i just finished watching Super Junior on GMA[Golden Melody Award]. It's like the taiwanese version of the Grammy's, ya know?
Anywho, SuJu was AWESOME!!!! Like an ELF i am, i danced as well sang to the music. I mean, what ELF wouldn't? everyone was so awesome!!! It's a good thing GMA is in chinese, i actually could understand everything, well majority of it. ehe... =_="
Super Junior was the first people along with a female somebody to give away an award. =D Han Geng basically lead the whole speech with the female somebody with a few cute interruptions from the members. <3 After that award, they gave away another award. The winner came up and gave his speech. SuJu gathered around the winner and basically read the paper he prepared his thank you speech in. It's so funny seeing them crowded behind one person and reading the paper in his hand.
After 2 hours, they came back on stage and performed. They sang both "Sorry Sorry" & "It's You". I spazzed like crazy. lol While they sang in korean, i sang in gibberish. I dunno the lyrics to their song, unfortunately, so gibberish i sang! =P it was pure awesome. I love the facts that they were in black&white suits. it sure gave them a mature yet somewhat sexy look. guys in suits are LOVE!!!! [like DBSK =P]
Moral of the blog post is, WEAR SUITS TO IMPRESS GIRLS.
lol?
It Ends Here 9:23 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
obssession, oral, haunted house
I think I'm losing it. I'm serious. For these past few weeks, I've been nothing but DBSK-stalking. I dunno what's gotten into me. I'm like, DBSK this, DBSK that, i think Suki is getting tired of my constant DBSK fangirling. SORRY!!!
To be honest, I've never been THIS obsessed about something before. It's scarily unhealthy. I need to stop, NOW, but is that even possible? I'm addicted to the point that i eat, live and breathe DBSK. Just joking, but seriously I'm obsessed. I've got to stop soon, exams coming up again. GRRRR
Okay, so yesterday my English teachers called me, Kiat Wei & Abigail to see her in 4A and she's like, "you guys have the privilledge to perform your oral tests in front of an inspector that's coming to school tomorrow". And i'm like whaaaaaaaa? She said that we didn't have to prepare any speeches or anything. The whoever will just give us something to read and ask us questions about the passage. Imagine my shock when we're told to talk about our own stuff. So as you all know, we came unprepared. We were supposed to do it individually but my friend suggested we do group work and the teachers & examiner agreed.
So me, Kiat Wei, Abigail & Jacky[darkangel] discussed about what to talk about and we finally settled on the topic "Thing We Like". we came up with an interesting intro too. the teachers were impressed. i think. we decided to present the presentation as a casual conversation between friends. So we started off with the intro then i went "So Jacky, what's your favourite thing" etc... Abby talked about exercising coz she didn't what to talk about. Kiat Wei talking about his love for travelling. He recently came back from Korea, did ya know that? Then it was my turn to talk. Guess what i talked about!!
DBSK!!!!! duh.
I went, "Kiat Wei! you are so lucky! My all time favourite band is from Korea!" and i went on and fangirled about DBSK infront of the teachers. =P anyways, our presentation was too short and the examiner was like, "it's too short. carry on talking" Our minds went blank. [at least mine did] then i started mumbling to Abby about exerxising stuff and somehow we managed to talking about SOMETHING. lol
When we walked out of the room, we're like "THE WORST ORAL EXAM EVER!!" we weren't exactly proud of our presentation but hey... we did the best we could.
Okay, so the school carnival is coming this Saturday and my class is doing the 'HAUNTED HOUSE'. Ain't it cool? lol. I've been trying to find some really scary sounds to fit the theme and stuff and thanks to soumyee and wisky, i managed to find a few spooky effects. THANKS GUYS!!!
we had the Home Economics lab as our Haunted House room and so yesterday and today, we covered majority of the windows with newspaper to make the room darker. =D so far, so good. hopefully everything comes together in the end. \(>_<)/ here's a random fact. look at Jaejoong's current hairstyle. [pause at 3:33]