Rants and Rambles

PMR, After PMR, Fanfics

2009-09-26T01:58:00.004+08:00

Can someone please stop the time? 2009 flew by so fast. PMR is just around the cornerrrrrr! X_X i know, i'm crazy for even be blogging right now. It's 2am. whatevs. i dun care... DBSK fanfics. Yeap. Haha, and the most interesting part of the fanfics is that they're all gay. Seriously. In other words, I'm reading fanfics about my idols whose sexual orientation is homesexual. I can see you guys shudder already. I know... It's weird, but I'm loving every minute of it. The reason why I like it so much is because.... well, I'm sick & tired of the love stories with the opposite gender. I've read to much of that already so I'm trying something new. Haha. You'd be surprised. The whole concept of the story is different from what I'm used to reading, which is what i like most about it.

It isn't like those Boy meets Girl, Girl changes Boy, something happens to them, they get separated and in the end they get back together. Those fanfics aren't like that. Okay... so maybe they're kind of like that but not entirely. Another plus point about it is that is sometimes fall under the "forbidden love" category coz as you all know, Homosexuality is shunned by society. I tend to be a sucker for "forbidden love" stories because they are oh-so-tragic, which is highly entertaining in my opinion. FemalexMale stories are so predictable nowadays& no longer original. After reading a number of MxM stories, i've concluded that FxM stories are very "limited". Not limited in a sense that there's not many FxM stories (there's actually too much) but limited in a sense that it's always the same thing, it must be in a high school setting or during the character's 20's. It's like the authors are afraid to expand the horizons which is what MxM authors tend to do.

MxM stories come from a variety of settings, from High School to Military, from kids in their pre-school years to men in their 40's, from.... Okay, so the point is that it's different, which is what makes it nice to read. Though for those narrow-minded people, such stories will probably make them feel very uncomfortable, especially the rated M ones. xD

I just noticed I've been going on and on about one thing... it's that MxM stories are different. >_> I just rambled................. YAY! haha

wow... 2:30am already. time for bed.............................................................................................. after some Yunjae fanfics.

Mood: Yunjae heaven
Music: T.T Dance by HAM (YES! that's band but it's another story to tell)
Place: Stalking Yunjae in fanfics

hugs!

Forever moon walking in heaven

2009-07-10T20:52:00.003+08:00

It's been how long? 2 weeks? Yeah, 2 weeks since the almighty amazingly talented Michael Jackson passed away. That's right, he's Dead, with a capital D. *sigh* I miss him so much. It's like... He's like my friend, my best friend, since i was young. Even now i'm still in love with him. Not that kind of love, but you know idol love... =.=" yeah... Anyways... I just... *sigh* idk what to say.

Only...

Michael,
Rest.In.Peace

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Super Junior on GMA

2009-06-27T21:23:00.004+08:00

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

i just finished watching Super Junior on GMA[Golden Melody Award]. It's like the taiwanese version of the Grammy's, ya know?

Anywho, SuJu was AWESOME!!!! Like an ELF i am, i danced as well sang to the music. I mean, what ELF wouldn't? everyone was so awesome!!! It's a good thing GMA is in chinese, i actually could understand everything, well majority of it. ehe... =_="

Super Junior was the first people along with a female somebody to give away an award. =D Han Geng basically lead the whole speech with the female somebody with a few cute interruptions from the members. <3 After that award, they gave away another award. The winner came up and gave his speech. SuJu gathered around the winner and basically read the paper he prepared his thank you speech in. It's so funny seeing them crowded behind one person and reading the paper in his hand.

After 2 hours, they came back on stage and performed. They sang both "Sorry Sorry" & "It's You". I spazzed like crazy. lol While they sang in korean, i sang in gibberish. I dunno the lyrics to their song, unfortunately, so gibberish i sang! =P it was pure awesome. I love the facts that they were in black&white suits. it sure gave them a mature yet somewhat sexy look. guys in suits are LOVE!!!! [like DBSK =P]

Moral of the blog post is, WEAR SUITS TO IMPRESS GIRLS.

lol?

obssession, oral, haunted house

2009-06-23T17:50:00.007+08:00

I think I'm losing it. I'm serious. For these past few weeks, I've been nothing but DBSK-stalking. I dunno what's gotten into me. I'm like, DBSK this, DBSK that, i think Suki is getting tired of my constant DBSK fangirling. SORRY!!!

To be honest, I've never been THIS obsessed about something before. It's scarily unhealthy. I need to stop, NOW, but is that even possible? I'm addicted to the point that i eat, live and breathe DBSK. Just joking, but seriously I'm obsessed. I've got to stop soon, exams coming up again. GRRRR

Okay, so yesterday my English teachers called me, Kiat Wei & Abigail to see her in 4A and she's like, "you guys have the privilledge to perform your oral tests in front of an inspector that's coming to school tomorrow". And i'm like whaaaaaaaa? She said that we didn't have to prepare any speeches or anything. The whoever will just give us something to read and ask us questions about the passage. Imagine my shock when we're told to talk about our own stuff. So as you all know, we came unprepared. We were supposed to do it individually but my friend suggested we do group work and the teachers & examiner agreed.

So me, Kiat Wei, Abigail & Jacky[darkangel] discussed about what to talk about and we finally settled on the topic "Thing We Like". we came up with an interesting intro too. the teachers were impressed. i think. we decided to present the presentation as a casual conversation between friends. So we started off with the intro then i went "So Jacky, what's your favourite thing" etc... Abby talked about exercising coz she didn't what to talk about. Kiat Wei talking about his love for travelling. He recently came back from Korea, did ya know that? Then it was my turn to talk. Guess what i talked about!!

DBSK!!!!! duh.

I went, "Kiat Wei! you are so lucky! My all time favourite band is from Korea!" and i went on and fangirled about DBSK infront of the teachers. =P anyways, our presentation was too short and the examiner was like, "it's too short. carry on talking" Our minds went blank. [at least mine did] then i started mumbling to Abby about exerxising stuff and somehow we managed to talking about SOMETHING. lol

When we walked out of the room, we're like "THE WORST ORAL EXAM EVER!!" we weren't exactly proud of our presentation but hey... we did the best we could.

Okay, so the school carnival is coming this Saturday and my class is doing the 'HAUNTED HOUSE'. Ain't it cool? lol. I've been trying to find some really scary sounds to fit the theme and stuff and thanks to soumyee and wisky, i managed to find a few spooky effects. THANKS GUYS!!!

we had the Home Economics lab as our Haunted House room and so yesterday and today, we covered majority of the windows with newspaper to make the room darker. =D so far, so good. hopefully everything comes together in the end. \(>_<)/ here's a random fact. look at Jaejoong's current hairstyle. [pause at 3:33]

and compare it with this.

ROCK LEE

you'll find that ROCK LEE from NARUTO shared a similar hairstyle with Hero Jaejoong from DBSK.

epic much?

u-know yunho

2009-06-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

this is yunho from DBSK. isn't he cute?

Scanlations... >_>

2009-05-19T20:04:00.003+08:00

If you are a member of the Scanlation group Midnight Scans, i suggest you close this window right now for i might say some very inappropriate stuff. Bear in mind, this is what I think and please do not be insulted.

Okay... so this group, Midnight Scans, didn't even BOTHER asking for permission from Alice Dreams to do the project, Princess Ver. 1. Why? Well because their policy is...

05. Please drop this project because we already are taking it.
- My answer: Lalala. Not listening. [one of the admin]
- attrait.crise's answer: We don’t want to know about it/them. Plus we will still continue it whether it’s taken or not. I hope I do not sound egoistic on this post and offend you, but we are just going to scanlate what we love and ignore all policies set for scanlators that are made by the scanlators. [one of the admin]

that means, they just SNATCH other group's projects just because the project we're currently doing isn't active. By right, one should wait 3 months [180 days] before scanslating because after 3 months the project will only be considered DROPPED by the group. And also, indirectly they're telling US to drop OUR project. what's up with that?

Okay, let's forget about rules. Isn't COMMON COURTESY to ask for a permission to use/do something that belongs to someone else? This just goes to show how MORAL they truly are...

They're just gonna scanslate and ignore all the Scanlating Rules. i mean, HELLO! rules are there for a reason! it's to keep everything fair and just so no fights will break out.

Another thing.

14. What groups don't have your permission to host?
- These are the annoyances that didn't follow the rules. :hammer: rawrr

* Manga Fox
* One Manga
* The Evil Empire
* ChauThanh
* Imitation Requests
* Manga Traders

I understand if you want permission for your projects to be hosted right but--- you can't blame sites like mangafox for not asking for your permission. Why?

Because mangafox does NOT upload the projects on their own. One of the staff/members who downloaded the project, UPLOADED it into mangafox. All in all, it's the member's fault, not MF's. >_>

you're just being TOTALLY unfair to everyone. WHY must sites like MF need your permission? You're not some hot-shot scanlation site that everyone knows about and loves, so why? =\

also another thing

03. Could you do a joint with us?
- No. We have enough joints as it is.

ever heard of talking politely or something? instead of saying that, why not say "Sorry, but we have enough joints as it is. Maybe next time. ^_^"

If you ever make a scanlation group, i suggest for you to NOT be like Midnight Scans for karma WILL happen to them. One scanslation group one day is gonna steal their projects like they did to Alice Dreams!

*fufufufu*

Dramas, Birthdays, Manners

2009-04-19T17:31:00.007+08:00

okay, so today i'll be talking about.... YOU! lol, just joking.

Okay, so yesterday i went to Aileen's Birthday Celebration. The 5 of us, Jia Jun, Me, Abby, Choon Yun and Sook Yee, split the price of the day present in 5. We all had to pay RM 8.70. If you do the math right, the present costs RM 43.50. Guess what we bought her? Jonas Brother's 3D Concert Soundtrack! So we all watched the show Mallcop. it was hilarious! I recommend to watch it with your friends but it's quite a forgettable movie... =/ but it's still good, i guess. We all ate at Ikea. WHOOOO! i LOVE Ikea's food. it's DE-LI-CIOUS!

When we were semi-done with our food, Sook Yee asked about table manners and stuff. and Kiat Wei started going ON AND ON about it. He even spoke about what to do in a formal function manners and stuff. Having a friend like Kiat Wei has good points and bad points. The good point about him is that he knows A LOT of stuff and it's easy to talk to him. The bad thing is that his mouth is UNSTOPABLE.

We took some pictures in the Cinneleisure's Dreamworld. xD idk what's the shop is called so until i know the name, i shall call it Cinneleisure's Dreamworld! haha I'll scan the pics for you guys to see next time. Bear in mind, it's really stupid.

Okay, so i've 2 dramas in a few months. One is a kdrama, the other one is a jdrama.
Kdrama:
Spring Waltz

Jdrama:
Proposal Daisakusen

i LOVE Spring Waltz, LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT! if you haven't watched it, you should! it's FANTABULOUS!

I'm currently watching Code Blue. It's something like ER, i guess. I wouldn't really know tho, i dun watch ER. But i suppose it's similliar coz it's about doctors saving patients and stuff. Though, unline ER, there's no sex appeal and stuff, which is good coz i hate those kind of show. idk why, but i just dislike shows with sex. =/ maybe i'm just being weird. lol

Holiday, Layout, Exams

2009-03-28T12:01:00.002+08:00

Okay, so 3 weeks ago, it was the exams and i'm sad to say i did VERY BADLY. >.> I have E2 A's, 1 B, 2 C's, 2 E's. >.> what REALLY surprise me was that i got 94% for Science! I mean, WOW! lol... I failed Sejarah and BM. but like abby said, if i were to study overseas, BM and Sejarah wouldn't be important. Since most countries don't have Bahasa Malaysia as their national language and Malaysian History is COMPLETELY different than of the other countries. So i'm safe. I'm REALLY disappointed with my Maths results. I wanted an A but i got a C instead. It isn't all bad, I got 55 for KH! i mean, i've ALWAYS failed KH and i NEVER studied for the exam and i passed. YAY!

So after the exams were the holidays! <3! My brother and I went with my aunt, uncle and cousin to Sunway Lagoon. We stayed overnight in the resort and stuff. My aunt bought me this awesome pink and blue swimsuit. It actually a one piece swimming suit but is designed to look like a 2 piece swimming suit. Thanks for buying it for me Kuku!

I'm making a layout for something but the problem is.... it's really hard. I know what i want. It's a matter of compiling the things and moving it around to make it look nice. >.> Oh well... need to get back to the layout. ^^

Tuition, religion, friends

2009-03-15T15:54:00.004+08:00

okay, so i got up about 8:15 am today and went for tuition. having tuition on weekends suck. but then again, having them on weekdays is so tiring so i'll stick to having them on weekends. i brought the Vampire Knight Manga to tuition to read today. the class was kinda packed and i didn't have any place to sit so i sat next to a stranger. when lesson ended and we waited for the next teacher, i took out VK and started reading. a girl in white shirt and blue jacket sat next to me was like, OMG! and wrote on her table "Vampire Knight" and Vampire Knight Guilty" i didn't know when she wrote it but when the teacher came in and handed papers to us, i passed her a paper and that's when i saw the words. And i'm like, you link VK too? so we talked and she said she liked KANAME better! whatever, Zero is my love! <33333333

So after tuition, my mom came and brought me to the temple to pray and stuff. I prayed and learned a new bow. you know, when buddhists pray, they bow to the Gods and stuff. Some Christians i know, thinks that what buddhists do like bowing down to the God's statue is a stupid. Some ever said it to my face, that it's stupid! and that's really insulting. I mean, buddhists, or any of the other religions in the world, don't go around making chain mails like "if you don't read this, you don't believe in God and you'll go to hell." and "Jesus died on a cross for you but you can't even take time to read this mail" or something like that. Seriously, it's plain insulting.

Don't get me wrong, I love Christians but certain Christians make me go ARGH! ya know? >.< and one of my friends, let's call her D, she is like "when you die, where will you go?" it's like she's challenging my religion or something! In my religion, if i die, i'll be reincarnated as either plants, animals or humans. well, to answer her question, i said "Heaven". Then she asked me, "If God asked you for a reason to go to heaven, what would you say?" well.. how am i suppose to answer that question? >.< maybe i'm hallucinating but i REALLY don't like answering questions about God, religion, etc. ya know why? because i might say something wrong and cause an arguement. I stay FAR away from topics about religion.

I'm ranting. To all Christians, I'm sorry if my posts offended you in anyway. Really, truly, I am.

So, before i say anything wrong, i shall sign out for now.

Bye!

family dinner, tuition, teakwondo

2009-03-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

yeah so, today was tiring. every saturday to me is tiring. xD

so today is my uncle's bday (mother's sister's husband), and we went out to celebrate. we were the first to arrive there and guess what? I saw uncle yohan [or something like that]!(father's cousin) soon Aunty Su, uncle yohan's sis, arrived and i chatted with her. she's so amazing. <33333 i gave her my number and she gave me hers. we're both gonna plan something for my mom's bday, March 27th, Friday.

One by One Aunty Su's family came and turns out it was uncle boon's (father's cousin, aunty su's lil' bro) bday too! we said happy bday and stuff and my mom gave him an ang pow. $_$ after we talked, i went back to my table and my mother's sisters and brothers aka aunts and uncles were already there so yeah, we started dinner.

everyone was forced to sit squashed up in a table but it didn't matter, i guess. it was still fun. i begin asking my cousin sister's husband those IQ questions and he laughed at everyone one of them. lol so yeah... soon the delicious dinner was over and we went back. so here i am, bathed and smelling fresh out of the bathroom blogging...

so.. what else happened this morning? urh.... i went for taekwondo! i thought taeguk 8 today. it was fun. then i had tuition... argh.... kinda got lectured by lithya to focus on my studies and stuff. >.< i will work hard. trust me.

zzz... am tired. should sleep.. but i dun wanna. xD

New Blog, New Skin, New Concept

2009-03-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! Welcome to my 3rd blog! <33333

so yeah... i fell in love with this skin when i saw it on abbie's blog.

will be updating everyday for real. no lies. ^^